sippin

Im sipping liquor for the pain, pouring liquor for the slain,
nothing else can do the trick like hard liquor to the brain
Fall victim to the game, all this money we spent,
in my mind tryna figure where these twenty Gs went
Maybe I should slow it down, maybe take the pace slow,
on second thought I think I need to speed it up and make more
Time to build, legos, in the city laid low, counting days,
still waiting on that shit I prayed for
Am I ungrateful? I want it all so quick.

I let these words flow out, like water from a spout,
like rain from the clouds, rush the pain from the crowds
Cause these words go deep, from my soul when I speak,
then the flow hits the souls of all those that I reach
If I die before I wake, hope my song lives on,
will they miss me when Im gone?- And if so, for how long?
So much sh... is on my brain, try hard to maintain,
sit and analyze my thoughts sometimes and wonder if I'm sane

Nobody truly knows me, got me feeling so alone,
they wonder whats on my mind, whats lingering in my dome
I tell em aint nothing wrong, I deal with it on my own, I deal with it on my own.

grayson

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Ah...the only thing I did during winter break was snowboard. And I still haven't gotten enough of it yet. Hopefully I can find some time to go during a weekend. It's supposed to rain in the valley tomorrow so hopefully we'll get some fresh snow! It's been fake snow up there for awhile... fake snow = fake snowboarding?

My second to last semester at PCC started. I really like this class and the professor. I must be really good at Math 'cause after four years, it all came back to me in 30 seconds...my professor looks at me 'cause I just sit there messing with my phone, when actually, I've already solved the problem she's written on the board. So I just sit in front of class now so she can see LOL.

But yeaaaaa I'm excited to get out this biiiiitch. Sick of PCC!

show me somethin

j.cole - show me something

and so i'm asking you if you can you hold me down lord
be my umbrella-ella-ella in this downpour
i know you'll never-ever-ever let me drown or
won't let that devil-evil-evil win this round naw!
and though i stray from you
you know that my heart is good
and i know i ain't exactly living how i probably should
and i'ma tryna act better, like it's hollywood...

I've been accepted to LA. I'm gonna be out of PCC by this summer. Feels liberating and it's a real confidence boost.

ohten

2010...a year of changes.

• new people. On the first day of 2010, I've already met some great people that I wouldn't mind hanging out with.
• new school. I am in the process of transferring out of PCC (finally).
• new path in life. I am finally going to pursue my career objectives in criminal justice (with an emphasis in forensic science).
• new attitude.