sippin

Im sipping liquor for the pain, pouring liquor for the slain,
nothing else can do the trick like hard liquor to the brain
Fall victim to the game, all this money we spent,
in my mind tryna figure where these twenty Gs went
Maybe I should slow it down, maybe take the pace slow,
on second thought I think I need to speed it up and make more
Time to build, legos, in the city laid low, counting days,
still waiting on that shit I prayed for
Am I ungrateful? I want it all so quick.

I let these words flow out, like water from a spout,
like rain from the clouds, rush the pain from the crowds
Cause these words go deep, from my soul when I speak,
then the flow hits the souls of all those that I reach
If I die before I wake, hope my song lives on,
will they miss me when Im gone?- And if so, for how long?
So much sh... is on my brain, try hard to maintain,
sit and analyze my thoughts sometimes and wonder if I'm sane

Nobody truly knows me, got me feeling so alone,
they wonder whats on my mind, whats lingering in my dome
I tell em aint nothing wrong, I deal with it on my own, I deal with it on my own.