things you already know

You know you deserve so much better. I'm sorry, for everything.
I don't know what to say that will make you feel better
...but then again you have other people and things that can help.
Just don't lose control of yourself. I will always love you, but it's too late to say anything like that. It's over, and I've accepted it. I hope you realize that none of this was intentional. I'm so, so, sorry. If you hate the path that has led you to this moment in your life, walk in a different direction.